In search of .... sunshine after the rain.

Tomorrow is the official first day of school. Lots of anxiety in me right now. Life is gonna change. Back to assignments, projects, datelines, exams and S-T-R-E-S-S!!! Brain's getting rusty coz after work i don't really wanna think. I'm not really certain how am i gonna cope with this. Nevertheless, i'm gonna study hard and not waste money. This two years gotta be worth it. Fighting!!

Bridging has started anyway, and is burning all my weekends. Dampened my mood ALOT. Been really moody these weeks. Guess people around me has been suffering alot. My temper can be really eff up at times. It takes the right people to understand me in times like this. But oh well, who can really understand me if i don't even understand me myself sometimes.

Feeling so tired easily these days. Age has really caught up with me alot. I dont know if i can hang on with all these shits happening around me. But i guess, i need to. Coz this is part of growing up. Learning how to be happy even thou everything is coming crashing onto you.

"There comes a point in life when you will realise who really matters, who never did and who always will."

Goodnight, x.